Jo Dee Messina-You Were Just Here,Heaven Was Needing A Hero
I know this is a tribute to a soldier but I feel it all, she really was my hero - why do I keep doing this to myself?
View ArticleI need the OK
It's more than mere clothes. There are books, lighters, unused gifts, birthday, Christmas, valentines day and just because cards in every nook, pay stubs, library cards, books that need returning,...
View ArticleClan of the Cave Yuppie
For some reason I was thinking of this today and felt a need to put it in writing; I think it may have been prompted by a friends post. It probably sounds like something none of us would consider...
View ArticleThe "F" word
Fear of the unknown scares the shit out of me sometimes...yet isn't everything unknown until we experience it? So, I have to imagine that the fear isn't really caused by the unknown, the true fear is...
View Article...just another day?
Today is one of many days that I will have to face in the future completely alone yet for some reason markers like these make it more difficult to cope. Today is my birthday and for the past 50 years I...
View ArticleNovember, cruel November
Who would have ever thought that my favorite month of the year would be turned around and become a month that I almost dread getting here? I sure as hell didn't, but whether I want it this way or not,...
View Articledeafening quiet...
Sunday nights are no picnic but from day one, Friday nights are the quietest by far...I need to make some noise!
View Article10 months today
...today marks a new anniversary. Today is 10 months to the day that Mary died. There's no doubt it's gotten easier to accept with time but I know what I still wish...and also know it's only a dream....
View ArticleI think it's happening
If you've been around awhile then you've probably read most of my posts and know the position I was placed in early last year. It's so hard to believe that in a few short weeks it will be one full year...
View ArticleOne down
The last post I wrote was in February and in it I mentioned that I was feeling better and had some major decisions ahead of me. These decisions I spoke of were not something that I was being forced to...
View ArticleHow to fill a day
How do we fill our days? Up until a short time ago many of my days every week were jam packed with things to do for at least a 14 hour stretch. During that time I would rise at say 5AM, putter around...
View ArticleNeed some Help
Good Morning to you today - this morning I awoke with an irresistible urge to get on the road and go somewhere. Today I intend to clean up some things around the house, pay some bills, look into a cell...
View ArticleRetirement aint so hot!
What was it June 9th or 10th of this year that I threw in the towel? It's almost two months since I've "retired" and I still wonder what I did to myself. This was what I chose, this was what I wanted,...
View ArticleAugust Already?
I'm sure you've heard that time goes by quicker the older you get, or at least it appears that way; I have. As a matter of fact I can remember conversations as a kid when I was told by an adult that I...
View Articledizzzzzzzzzziness!
Can't walk without bumping into something, can't try to stop walking without overstepping my goal, this stupid arm is tingly on and off, my ankles are swollen, and I wont be able to get in touch with...
View ArticleNovember - once dreaded but now good
Where did this year fly to? It's already the first week of November and according to signs I see everywhere (both written and natural) Christmas is just around the corner and soon to follow will be...
View ArticleAnother Milestone
Yesterday, last night actually, at 8:30 PM marked 2 years since Mary died and quite honestly I was extremely happy to wake up this morning. It's not that I felt any doubt that I would indeed wake up...
View ArticleArticle 4
Well, today I received the phone call I've been waiting for. Just a few months ago I had begun being recruited by a firm that appeared to be interested in my employment. As you know, not quite a year...
View Articlefeeeeeeeelings.......nothing more than feelings?
No matter what becomes of this possibility I now have lain at my feet I am sure that a new phase of my life is beginning. I can't necessarily explain exactly why I say this but deep inside of me I have...
View ArticleFeels like spring
I guess the road that I began walking in June of 2010 has come to a divide and I will soon be deciding which new path to take. I had been widowed a little over a year when I decided that I no longer...
View ArticleIt's begun
In December I mentioned that there were decisions that I had to make regarding a position out of state...a job. Well, I did decide to take the job and have moved to another state and am currently...
View ArticleMen are from Mars, this woman is from Jupiter
Well, it has been several years since my last post and so many things have happened within my life that I feel it would probably be an inaccurate list if I tried to name them all. For the most part,...
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